Thursday, November 26, 2009

i could die trying......

BUT I DON'T CARE!
where have all the photographs gone? where has my life gone?
yes, it's been a rough year in MANY aspects, and i'm still NOT through the woods, but i WILL get this back. i spent tonight going through all the photographs of the past year and even some of the year before. i haven't been shooting randomness lately. my life is too fast and too rushed and too much. but it's changing and my business is changing and i will put a stop to this crazy runaround. i love my job. i do. but i need to love my life more. it's my business and i say how it goes right? i need to force myself to break! i will get this back. i will get this back. i will get this back
EVEN IF I DIE TRYING! it's WORTH IT!

7 comments:

  1. balance is hard...but hang in there!

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  2. I am feeling just like this today .... too fast, too rushed, too much - needing to love my life more - thank you Rach

    xo- Cat

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  3. First of all, STOP saying your gonna die woman!!

    Your body listens to your words, more than ya know. Even if you're just speaking to yourself, keep it positive! :)

    Maybe you should take a break, a quick "vacation" on Etsy, even if you are just relaxing at home, put your shop to "sleep" and regenerate your mind and body. You will feel much better, I promise!!

    Let me know if ya ever need anything Etsy pal!
    ~Stacey of CreaShines

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  4. I agree wholeheartedly! we can do it :)

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  5. Hang in there Rachel! I know how it can be trying to keep a business going. I often have to remind myself of keeping a balance in my life. I have learned to take days off and enjoy them without thinking of my shop. Guess what?! I come back to my studio refreshed and happier. You can do it!! I have faith in you!

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  6. You can do it. I suffer from trying to do twenty some things at once sometimes, so I hear ya. Don't worry about the extra stuff and just focus on the things you love for a bit.

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  7. I am feeling 100% like you right now but I am working for someone and really want to be my own boss. But life is just passing me by to fast... I feel like I am always going going going and never take time for just me.

    I hope you find the time to just let go and enjoy time to yourself. Your work is amazing and to keep it up in the inspiration area you need time to you! Go off and explore something new even if it is in your own city. That always helps me.

    Keep up the amazing work Rachel. It doesn't go unnoticed that is for sure.

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